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[01 Sep 2005|05:21am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

havn't updated in a very long time! lol so heres wuts beem goin on, steve and i no longer are together, out of the six long months we were together the last 2 months everythjing seemed like it was falling apart, we grew apart, he didn't get along w/ my mom and it just didn't seem to work anymore. I finally got a job, i work at mcdonnalds on Fort n Goddard, at first i was kinda embaressed where i worked but after i got my 1st paycheck i don't care cuz i'm bringin home the bacon! lol i like the people that i work w/ they are all really nice and easy to talk to n get along w/ i hung out w/ this girl amanda and her boyfriend Justin "suds" and his best friend steve(how ironic) well steve is superhot like omg hes 6'3 hes got huge biceps, he graduated from riverwiew class of 04 and now he goes to ITT in canton....well ive been hangin out w/ him and we seemed to of hit it off and he met my mom he really likes my n she likes him alot so we'll see wut happens...

well i think thats all that has been goin on if i think of anything elese i'll keep ya posted!

<3 Kristen <3

1 wished they were here| I wish I was here

[22 Jun 2005|10:32am]
[ mood | happy ]

wow, i havn't updated in areally long time! lol oh well here goes nothing...yesturday was mine n steves 4 months...i'm sooo happy that we r together,i love him soo much!<3 yeah so me n lacey r still best of friends i see her like everyday, i love u laceylou, yeah her party n sarahs partyare the only ones i showed up to cuz ive been really busy i'm not havin a party...just a small get together i really wanna go to ryans on the 25th but i don't think i can make it cuz i have another party to go to w/ lacey its our friend nicks...lets c theonly other new thing that has been going on is that i'm looking for a job i think i got one at home town buffet in southgate....

5 wished they were here| I wish I was here

[25 Apr 2005|04:23pm]
[ mood | bored ]


Well I rolled into town
With the ragtop down
I was looking for that homecoming queen
That three-by-nine lit hotel sign read
Welcome back class of '83
There were football guys twice their size
Cheerleaders hiding the grey in their hair
The names were the same but the faces had changed
I didn't recongize anyone there

That used to be us, we used to be cool
With the music cranked up, hanging out after school
That used to be Jill, that used to be Joe
Tell me where in the world did we all go
That used to be us
Oh, that used to be us

I had a drink with some buds
Played a lot of catch up
Danced with my date from the prom
But as hard as I tried until I closed my eyes
Everybody I knew was gone
There was Mr. Finch, he taught English and French
He was dancing with a couple of canes
And that homecoming queen, yeah the girl of my dreams
She didn't even remember my name

That used to be us, we used to be cool
With the music cranked up, hanging out after school
That used to be Jill, that used to be Joe
Tell me where in the world did we all go
That used to be us

As I stand here and look around
I can't help but wonder
Who will we be ten years from now

That used to be us, we used to be cool
With the music cranked up, hanging out after school
That used to be Jill, that used to be Joe
Tell me where in the world did we all go
That used to be us
Oh that used to be us
That used to be us
That used to be us

lets see...its been about three days since my birthday...i'm 18!!! i can vote, in four years...lol...ummm, i got a cake rolled out to me with the candles lit at sat. play at 1 pm it was sooo cute and i started to cry lol...i got lots of flowers from all three plays, like 13 total....then we went to applebees for a cast/friends party after the last performance on friday...mike and steve came n picked me n lacey up and they came too...while sitting there at our table twords the end mike told the waitress it was my bday and so i got sung to and i got a free fudge sunday....yummm...lol...all in all i had a good bday weekend...12 days until prom!!!!!

I wish I was here

ITS REALLY HOT!!! [19 Apr 2005|02:44pm]
[ mood | hot ]

its so hot today its like supposed to be 83 and can i enjoy this day no, why because i have play pract from 730 - 10 or 10:30 i hate it!!!! oh well only like three more days until were done with it....stev is gonna start comin to practices maybe so maybe they wont be as bad if hes there....if he don't come to our pract then i'll jus see him at the play....lacey is havin problems w/ mike and thats all i'm sayin cuz i know that certain people look at these...MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 3 DAYS!!!!!!! for my birthday lacey is gonna do my hair, and she is also takin me to get my belly button peirced (brian don't tell mom i plan on showin her when i get it done, i got more holes in my ears and she noticed and didn't seem to mind so i will tell her/ show her in my onw time) i can't wait i'm sooo excited.....don't know what else to write so peace biotches! <333 :^)

2 wished they were here| I wish I was here

I LOVE RASCAL FLATTS! [11 Apr 2005|04:30pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Ihave always been a little shy
i've always been the quiet type till now
and I never let my feelings show
I never let anybody know
just how much I was so deep in love
but now that you're in my arms
i'm gonna stand on a rofftop, climb up a mountaintop
baby, scream and shout
i wanna sing it on the radio, show it on a video
baby, leave no doubt
i want the whole world to know just what i'm all about
i love to love you out loud
You keep bringing out the free in me
what you do to my heart just makes me melt
and i don't think i can resist
but i've never been one to kiss and tell
a love this true can't be subdued
so i'm gonna let out a yell
baby, i love to love you out loud
yeah, i love to love you out loud...
~ Rascal Flatts - "love you out loud"

I HATE TAKIN THESE STUPID MEAP TESTS!!!! thats all were doin for the week and they r soooo boring, y r we required to take them??....MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 11 DAYS!!! YAHOO FOR MY 18TH!!! LOL well i don't really have n e thing 2 talk about so later biotches! <33

5 wished they were here| I wish I was here

I LOVE THESE SONGS! [07 Apr 2005|02:01pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
pointing me on my way into your loving arms
this much i know is true
that God Blessed the broken road
that led me straight to you...
~ Rascal Flatts

They say that time takes it's toll on a body
makes a young girls brown hair turn grey
but honey, I don't care, I aint in love with your hair
and if it all fell out well I'd love you anyway
they say time can play tricks on a memory
make people forget things they knew
well its easy to see its happening to me
I've already forgotten every woman but you
i'm gonna love you forever, forever &ever amen
as long as old men sit and talk about the weather
as long as old women sit and talk about old men
if you wonder how long i'll be faithfull
i'll be happy to tell you again
i'm gonna love you forever & ever, forever & ever amen...
~ Randy Travis

I went to heaven, I couldn't get in, for what I have done
I said please take me, they said your crazy, you had too much fun...
~ Unwritten law


i cant wait for cedar point!!! its prolly gonna be on may 9 or 11, i hope its on the 11 cuz then thatll be the same like weekend as prom (may 7)....got our report cards today (did fine)...i'm really gettin tired of this stupid play...i cant wait until its over...tom goin to hang out with steve and the usual group...i don't know what else to write so later biotches!! :D <3

I wish I was here

APRIL FOOLS DAY! [01 Apr 2005|05:36pm]
[ mood | bored ]

hmmm, alot has been goin on lately, just got done watching oprah (luv her!) today she had on the cast of seinfeld (luv that show)...steve is finaly home! the night before last we hung out and on the way home he said he was falling for me and i was like ummm k :/...remind u all we have only been going out for a little over a month, i've talked to lacey bout this and she goes there is no time limit on love, that really didn't help much, then last night he kept textin me n when i told him that id talk to him later, bye, i sent him a heart like this - <3 - just to be cute, funny, u know...then he text me back n said i love you too...and i don't think (i know) that i don't love him quite yet...yes i'm happy to be w/ him and all that good stuff but i got really wiered out and now i don't know what to say to him so i think i'm askin for some advice...i just don't want to make him feel bad either...so were hagin out tonight n i think if he says that he loves me im going to say to him to be sure cuz i don't want u to throw those words around just becuz thats what u think i want to hear...

in other news, my cousin n his wife still havn't found out what the sex of their new baby is yet....but if its a girl their thinking of nameing it either helena, or helaina...(yes thats right), and if its a nother boy paul...i want it to be another boy, i just love boys...

i got a new purse from ae, it was $24 but it was on sale for like 15 n its soooo cute...its a lot bigger than i usually carry but its orange and it has tropical flowers all over and some of the flowers are done in orange sequence

there are a ton of great movies opening up lately, i really wanna go c, sin city, guess who, the upside of anger...and spanglish is comin to dvd soon i really wanna rent that (i love adam sandler)...well thats enough for today...

I wish I was here

i miss steve <33 [29 Mar 2005|06:55pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I sooooo luv my new layout!....it was made by stargazerlily05....and i think its jus the shiz...lol...other news...steve text me and he said, "i'm leavin on monday and it costs alot to call anyone but i wanted to let you know that i can't stop thinkin about you", that just made my whole day perfect!! <333 i can't wait to see him!...i have missed him terribly...lol...
some cds i'm think bout pickin up :
3/29/05 - theory of a deadman, gasoline
4/05/05 - hot hot heat, elevator
5/10/05 - team sleep, team sleep

lately i have been thinkin...after easter break and prom everything will start goin downhill, and i don't mean in a bad way like things will start goin by either really slow or really fast and thats kinda sad...i can't bealieve were almost done only like 1 and a half months till graduation... :(..i luv u guys

2 wished they were here| I wish I was here

[21 Mar 2005|04:13pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

its amazing how you can speak right to my heart
without sayin a word, you can light up the dark
try as i may i could never explain,
what i hear when you don't say a thing
the smile on your face, lets me know that you need me
theres a truth in your eyes, saying you'll never leave me
the touch of your hand, says you'll catch me, if ever i fall
you say it best, when you say nothing at all
all day long i can hear people talking out loud
but when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
ol' mr. webster could never define
whats being said between your heart and mine
the smile on your face, lets me know that you need me
theres a truth in your eyes, saying you'll never leave me
the touch of your hand, says you'll catch me, if ever i fall
you say it best, when you say nothing at all...

ummm...lets see, wuts been goin on...n/m...its my moms bday today<3....i'm drivin more now that we have the jeep back.....mine n steve's 1 month is today, but he isn't here to spend it with me....he's on spring break now so he's on his way to alabama and tennessee for one week..:(....i miss him sooooo much!!!<3333......so we spent time together all day friday and all day saturday....i wrote him a letter tellin him how i felt about him n stuff like that, and it was soo cute cuz he started to get teary eyed, he was like that really meant alot to me no one has ever done that for me....and he was like now i'm gonna miss u even more....i guess thats it so later biatches!!<333

1 wished they were here| I wish I was here

[11 Mar 2005|08:41pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

wanted to get a quick update in before i head out to hang out w/ the usual peeps.....my bro finally gotta new car....a 2004 ford focus to be exact in metallic blue.....:D...niiice...:D.....for those of u that know this part already...my cousin's wife might find out the sex of the new upcoming baby within the next couple of days....i'm thinkin bout writin an e-mail to my cousin in florida jus to keep him updated on some things...i really miss him....:(....i guess thats it....later biatches...<333

I wish I was here

[08 Mar 2005|06:13pm]
[ mood | tired ]

let me be the one you call
if you jump i'll break your fall
lift you up and fly away with you into the night
if you need to fall apart
i can mend a broken heart
if you need to crash then crash and burn
you're not alone...
-savage garden

every long lost dream led me to where you are
others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
pointing me on my way into your loving arms
this much i know is true
that God blessed the broken road
that led me straight to you...
-rascal flatts

fathers be good to your daughters
daughters will live like you do
girls become lovers who turn into mothers
so mothers be good to your daughters too...
-john mayor

and you can't fight the tears that ain't comin
or the moment of truth in your lies
when everything feels like the movies
yeah you bleed jsut to know your alive...
-googoo dolls

3 wished they were here| I wish I was here

[02 Mar 2005|06:09pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

yeah jus sittin here w/ lacey cuz she needed to use my comp...for her 8 missing current events......:D(looks like somebody fell behind....:D).....ummm i really dont wanna go to play pract. tonight but have to.......saw steve for the past 5 days in a row....now i'm takin a break(at least till friday and saturday....:D)......yeah me n lacey were jus talkin bout how we always go to nicks and we play darts while the boys play pool....and lacey only wants to play a maximum of two games because soemhow i beat her by pure luck and she says i don't want to play ne more....(cuz shes a sore loser....:D)now we r goin to go eat sum cup a soup n watch tv so l8r t8rs!!!!.....:D....<333

I wish I was here

[27 Feb 2005|08:13pm]
my sweetheart of a boyfriend steve is over right now...<3333 gonna watch a movie n cuddle...hehe...<333 catch ya on the flip!!
I wish I was here

[18 Feb 2005|02:11pm]
[ mood | amused ]

i'm sooo happy that its finally friday!!!!!:D.....i've seen steve like four times this week, but he left thursday and isn't comin back till sunday...he's in hillsdale visiting his family.....it was soooo cute wut he did when he took me home from play practice....he played his favorite slow country song for me in the car...and i thought that he was jus tryin to show me where he says this on line from all the time and it happened to be from this song...ne ways...i got home and i called him back and he was like do u know y i played that song, like who it was for...n i was like no, i don't know...he was like it was for u...it was supposed to help me tell u how i feel bout u....cuz sometimes i can't figure out wut to say.....i was like awwwww......that was really cute....n i was like now u r gonna be gone for four days and i can't tell u thank u in person n he was like u can on sunday when i c u.....n i was like k....yeah so basically this whole entry is about steve....lol....oh well....he makes me sooooo happy....:D...i can't wait to c him on sunday!!!!

other news......my brother still hasn't heard ne word on his car (well i guess its goin to be totaled so he needs to get a new car, i told him about jo wienclaw sellin his truck for like 8000 and its a '02 or somethin)....he relly needs to get a new car cuz i need to practice my driving w/ the jeep......

3 wished they were here| I wish I was here

[02 Feb 2005|10:35am]
[ mood | loved ]

i am like in the best of all moods......and i owe it all to my best friend lacey!!!! i luv u lacey!!!!.......hehe......thanx to her me and steve are hooked up......he's sooo funny...and i think thats important.....i luv it when u make me laugh.....i luv his big blue eyes......i'm soo happy that i found sum 1 that i can call mine and not worry bout whats gonna happen next....nothin could ruin this good mood if mine.....and everyone gets to c n meet him on sat. at sadies!!!!!..... *sigh* <3 steve <3....well thats all for now l8r t8rs!!!!........<333 i luv u all!!!!!

your eyes were covered
in sunglasses
when they first met mine
i sat there and stared at you
you didn't seem to mind
the awkward ways we meet
first comes heavy breathing
staring at the cieling
what will happen next i don't wanna know
i never cared how i dressed bfeore
but i cared that night
anticipation ran through my bones
and my clothes never fit right
i can't wait till we meet again
framed pictures start to be put on the walls
constant visits while
i'm out on the road
its hard to leave sometimes
but you know where i lay my head at night......

1 wished they were here| I wish I was here

[25 Jan 2005|09:25am]
[ mood | depressed ]

ok...so now the only time i get to update is when i'm in school, and i get the chance to go to the computer lab and sit at the computer......cuz....i'm grounded...and thank god that the dance was cancled w=becuz i wasn't aloud to go and i had a date and everything so i had to call him up and be like i can't go w/ u sorry.....oh well....now its time for sadies on feb. 5.......i'm takin this guy steve that i met through lacey.....and he is such a sweetheart...things r goin pretty good and i think its headin in the direction of bf/gf....i hope so...but who knows...its kinda too early to tell i'm still gettin to know him so......i'm starting to like him alot, he's so funny and its jus the little things he says and does that puts a smile on my face......i really appreciate it that i don't have to call him he always calls me everyday....even if its jus for like ten minutes....its things like that that matters to me....doesn't things like that matter to others??.......from wut i can tell of right now...hes not like n e other guy i've talked to or dated.....he really is different.....and i think its about time that i start bein happy instead of always blamin myself for why i'm always lonely..........wowo this was kinda deep......it sounds like i'm kinda depressed....lol....i'm not depressed i'm jus tired of always bein lonely.......well thats all for now....l8r t8rs!!!!......<333

2 wished they were here| I wish I was here

[20 Jan 2005|11:42am]
[ mood | tired ]

YAAAY!!!!! finals r done......no more studying...:D.....i hope i did ok....oh well i guess i'll find out when we get our report cards.....:/.....well...last night, i hung out w/ lacey, mike(her bf), and steve......it was kinda boring at 1st jus becuz we were sittin at mikes tryin 2 figure out wut we were goin 2 do....then we went over 2 nick's house(mike &steves friend)and we shot some pool.....i sucked...lol.....oh well...:Di can't wait for the masquerade ball this saturday!!!!....its gonna be so much fun!!!...no school tom., yeeaah!!!! thats all for now, l8r t8rs!!! <333

4 wished they were here| I wish I was here

[19 Jan 2005|11:30am]
[ mood | confused ]

aaaarrrrrgggghhhhhh!!!!.....the adv bio final was kinda confusing.....i got confused on wut r the two kinds of seed dispersal and give examples of each.....i don't know i hope did good.....well, tom is the spanish final and thats gonna be a piece a cake.....i wish everybody luck w/ their final finals..:D......well tonight i'm hangin out w/ lacey, mike, and steve....who knows wut we crazy kids will do w/ our time...lol...l8r t8rs!! <333

I wish I was here

[18 Jan 2005|12:28pm]
[ mood | drained ]

ok.......this week is finals and i'm soooo happy cuz we get out of school at like 10:45, so i come home and go back to sleep for a little bit....well 4 finals down and 3 more 2 go......tom. i have adv, bio and math......easy....english we didn't even have a final....the final was our research paper.....so we watched the movie big daddy....:D.....talk 2 ya later!...l8r t8rs!!!.......<333

4 wished they were here| I wish I was here

[07 Jan 2005|05:29pm]
[ mood | tired ]

i am soooo tired....yesturday we had a snow day so that was cool, i got 2 sleep in again, we only had school for three days this week.......i really need to get started on my two research papers, that sucks......i don't know what else to write so.....l8r t8rs!!!....:D

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